tiredness

today feel so weak... to much assignment that cramp my brain... to be frankly, theory things can kill me in the long-term of my life. but there is the obstacle for me to be a successful person. the effect, i avoid any invitation from friends of mine. sorry my friends, for the last semester i can make any memories with you all. i feel sad too, but what can i say, i am to weak!!. i hope all of you can enjoy for the faculty event on this Saturday. it is OK you all forget about me. i am the lone-ranger person. i'll be OK, i think so. for my love, sorry that can entertain you, busy with work...

girl

fall in love again with this gurl....
her name... her name... secret!!!
i don't know whether she truly honest to me..
but she a good gurl...
i hope some day she will be a part of my life..
who is support me...
understand my situation...
i make some mistake in this relationship...
'sorry my dear... money make me stuck'

halflife

until this day i feel my life were dispose half of it....
arghhhh..... i've never feel anything... infact like there is no purpose to continue the journey of life...
what should i do? what should i take? who suppose i create...

the step that never end

that day i'm really bored... so i take a walk to Malacca. just watch people walk that step never end.. i stop at bench near this vehicle in Malay they called 'beca' or trishaw. there a lot of trishaw in Malacca with various modification and it is very beautiful. when i was a kid his trishaw look simple and has no fun. but nowadays if tourist want to take a ride with it there have music box. so your journey will not too boring and feeling good...

3 men standing

the early morning the sea is the witnesses that 3 men confess everything each other...
what already they go through...
they are the frenz that together from the beginning and still standing together without any obstacles that can make them be a part.
from the kindness person become the evil one..
that are their life that the only person, themselves, who is can create their on path, route and the destiny will shows them
sea is the witness, the sea breeze is the listener, the sea water is the supporter and the beach is the hopper...
they promise one thing, before they go through a way they will unite the communities that they live, learn and life in its'.
2010 will the last choice to make it happen....

living in the dark side

after day by day i follow my path.. i feel that i already in deep lost..
don't know where to begin... where should i put myself use to..
there is a lot changes in my self..
some of them that know me already see different in me...
frenz this is not i suppose to be.. but i need time to change the old me...

tomorrow

right now my job done well...
i'm happy with that...
tomorrow, friday 29 January, my boss want me to report my job..
i think i can finish my job before meet her...
so tomorrow is the tough day..
ah... tomorrow i need to wear Baju Melayu.....